Unholy Reverence

❛ the divine will curl its way through your veins and take you over, and it will not leave you quietly.
i feel divinity in my bones like aching; like fire. ❜

Player

Hi there, I'm Mey!
I'm currently troggling through my mid-twenties (as well as 6.2 of Endwalker), and have been RPing for about 10~ years through various mediums. I like keyboard smashes to express excitement, ginger cats, and emotional suffering in the media that I consume.✞
If it has yet to become clear, Shiloh is a cultist and a serial killer with gruesome practices and disturbing motifs. While he certainly has his fair share of fine traits, he is not a good person looking to go redeemed. Gore, body horror, rot and occult themes are likely to be present within his writing. If that isn't your cup of tea, that's perfectly alright! But consider whether or not that is something you wish to engage with, as I'm not looking to censor these parts of his character.Yog'iazug and its cult are homebrew elements created together with a dear writing partner, and so lorebending is to be expected!✞
I'm always down to explore potential new and interesting connections, and so please don't hesitate to reach out to me! I really value enthusiasm in my RP partners, and love geeking out about storylines and character relationships. Please shower me in all of your inspiration boards and character playlists!I do both in-game and Discord RP depending on what serves the scene! I'm also down to exchange moon codes.With all that said, it's worth noting that I'm currently quite selective in what interactions I take on for this lil' psycho. Read on to see what I'm all about as a roleplayer, and subsequently, what I'm not all that interested in! c:

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ㅤlong-term story arcsㅤ varied with slice of life off-shoots. i love a good 'beach episode', don't get me wrong, but i like having an overarching plot to give interactions a direction! for new connections, i tend to suggest a one-off that we can build off of for starters. i'd rather overplot than underplot.
ㅤmature themes.ㅤ i'm open to very grim and horror-related rp, and am typically down to have pretty much anything happen to my characters (as long as you're ready to face the consequences). Shiloh is a cultist and serial killer, with grisly ways and macabre themes. should that faze you, i don't think this is the right character to be interacting with!
ㅤc o m m u n i c a t i o n.ㅤ please, i beg of you dfyhjfuikso– is a scene or plot taking a direction you're not fond of? did something not feel quite right? on the contrary, is there something you really enjoyed, that you'd like to see more of or do in the future? is work or real life getting dreary, or are you in need of a break from rp to recharge your creative batteries? please, communicate these things!
ㅤconsequential roleplay.ㅤ do stupid shit, win stupid prizes. i like to aim for some kind of realism in my rp, which includes heeding law & order and following appropriate social conduct in public — or by all means, don't! but be ready for the consequences.
ㅤlore-bending,ㅤ i'm willing to entertain most concepts within reason! gestures at a fully made up god concept.
ㅤdming scenesㅤ and roleplaying npcs for the sake of storytelling purposes! dice and all.
ㅤooc friendships!ㅤ i love geeking out about rp, plotlines, nerd culture, memes, you name it! it's half the fun to me! please send me all of your pinterest boards and playlists, I adore chatting about 'em.
ㅤin-game or discord rp.ㅤ i don't mind either, as long as it serves the scene! though due to my real life schedule, i have a slight preference for the latter as it's easier to squeeze in.
ㅤcrimeㅤ & moon shenanigans!
ㅤreal life always comes first.ㅤ that goes for both of us!

Nays.

ㅤlack of communication.ㅤ most issues in life stems from this. just be open and honest, and i promise you it'll work out!
ㅤshipping or erp.ㅤ despite what a somewhat flirtatious IC nature might tell you, most of Shiloh's flattery is just that; lip service to get his way. his body, heart and soul already belongs exclusively to someone else, and i'm not interested in multi-shipping.
ㅤic/ooc bleed.ㅤ this line is absolutely sacred, and i will not tolerate it being blurred. should anything that happens ICly affect you OOC, please say so! but any IC conflict, opinions or remarks should not be taken personally by you, the player — just like how none of those things are representative of me OOC, either. ~~i only occasionally condone murder.~~
ㅤunderage players or characters.ㅤ for the sake of the themes explored, i require you to be 21+!
ㅤsudden character death.ㅤ while i'm not entirely opposed to the idea, should it make for a great story, i'm pretty disinclined right now.
ㅤskewed effort.ㅤ i put in a lot of time and care into the rp that i do, whether it is scheduling, doing prepwork, spitballing what comes next, etc. i do it out of excitement and enthusiasm for the relationships and stories i really care about! but that means i expect the same kind of effort from my partners. we are, after all, in it together c:
ㅤwol characters.ㅤ i'm sure they're lovely, but I don't see them meshing very well with what I'm looking to do!
ㅤfledgling sprouts.ㅤ i'm really sorry, but I sadly don't have the time to help new players navigate FFXIV's lore or rp scene. but i wish you the absolute best of luck! ;w;
people who cannot conduct themselves like adults.

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basics.

name Shiloh Quinn.
alias Shi, Half-face.
age 25.
gender male.
pronouns he/him/the one and only.
species midland / highland.
sexuality pansex & grayrom.
romance fatebound.
origin Thanalan, Ul'dah.
location Coerthas, Dravanian Hinterlands.
occupation Halonic priest & Yog'iazug cultist.
mbti ESTJ-A.
alignment lawful evil.
astrology scorpio.
playlists 𝄞 ║ ▶ ║ ✟ ║ 𓆩❤︎𓆪

traits.

height 6'5 ft / 195 cm.
build broad-shouldered, well-muscled and naturally imposing.
eyes viridian green (R), stone blue (L).
hair cool, silken cappuccino styled in a part.
skin warm, tan & weathered.
scent smoked amber, musk and white pepper.
notable features often spotted in a brass half-mask or dark-tinted glasses.
scars a pale, thin slit down his left eye and cheek. his eye; a glass prosthetic.
languages Eorzean common.
voice claim Shiloh yapping.

character.

virtues
intuitive, charming, hedonistic, patient, efficient, indulgent, conscientious, phlegmatic, slow to anger.

vices
beguiling, private, sociopathic, gruesome, sadistic, cruel, controlling, flippant, emotionally distant.

preferences.

likes
disturbing beauty, fine brandy, slow rewards, cherries, terrible books, the honestly depraved, doing lil' jiggies, bisexual sitting, the thrill of weighing risk against favor, ~~a fun kill~~, watching idiots frolic.

dislikes
ignorant privilege, the woefully uptight, supposed saints, the socially conditioned, stifling rules, loud-mouths, excitable dogs, sloth, passivity, tasteless evil, unwarranted confidence.

boons.

shepherd

a diligent follower, Shiloh has been tasked with seeing his broken god mended. this makes him intrinsically tied to yog's peculiar vessel; ozerai kadzhiev.

accursed

To worship rot means you've no reason to fear it. resistant to disease and most poisons, one must outcurse the bane laid upon him for it to have decent effect.

infested

to touch is to bless; to deform and infect. direct contact allows this priest to share his blessing in the form of pulsating blisters and rapid decay.

honed

hard work and genetics has seen shiloh possessing the strength to overtake the common man. the divine put aside, he's most likely to subdue you with his own power.

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